Beat up Josh
Loading up my gun
hope that you will see
just what you did
the one i care for
one i trust
all you did was leave
all i did was sit and watch
i my little land
roses are all the same
so deep so dirty

(chorus)
time of darkness
time of sarrow
all the weight
all my wrongs
just build up
that hate inside
in my deep dark land
(repeat)

all i wanted
is what i couldnt have
what was so wrong
with me dreaming
in my little world
where you never
leave my side
where im not ashamed
for who i am inside
all things
you said didnt matter
well they mattered
at least to me
all the times i took
you around my life

(chorus)

Why damnit tell me the truth
is it what i say or what i do
why did i hafta let it go
i took it so hard so damn hard
life drags me around
it tries to keep me away
from what i need
and what i need is
what i need is you

(chorus)

Dont you get it yet
your the one i care for
your the one i trust
all i wanted is what you had
not what i already own
i need you here
more then i ever have
to keep me alive
its you inside
my one last breath
my one last fight
all together
Ill die tonight

(chorus)